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As colors run together into brown
and fall and die
the leaves crack cold
beneath my condensated breath.
Dew runs together into leaves
and then they freeze
as frosted slivers
hanging just below my window ledge.
I wrap a scarf around my neck
and burst into
the clear crisp air
that isn't cold enough for winter yet.
A stinging comes into my nose as
I stand along
the sidewalk
watching and waiting for autumn's end.
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
Lonestar - Amazed
]]Part I[[~tired
a simple word...
yet...the meaning could be indescribable...
it could be defined in many ways...
It is easy to say that we are tired...it comes out of our mouth easily...no nid to think de
hmm...i think out of one year..we could have said the word TIRED more than 365 times
Have you ever sit down and really ask yourself what is the true meaning of tired?
Have you ever slow down your hectic life and ask yourself that?
I guess for most people isH a NO
What is the truth defination of tiredness?
Is it just only restrain to just physical tiredness?
The dictionary define tiredness as
a. Exhausted of strength or energy; fatigued.
b. Impatient; bored: tired of the same old sandwiches.
c. Overused; hackneyed: a tired joke.
Is it just only that?Or is it more than that?
We ourself could have our own defination of tiredness...
tired~ [ aiyoh...toking about this is making me tired...wan 2 slp le]
but why am i still typing away?
i also have no bits of idea...
There are things which made me tired...alot...
i want to find the true meaning of tiredness...
and why am i so tired...why the things around me made me so tired...
because of tiredness...we might try to run away...hoping that we could escape from it...
With so many unexpected things that have happened recently...
i've realise the reasons that cause tiredness...in my own version...hee
should share it in part II bahx...any comments feel free 2 share
Triumph for your dreams 7:08 AM ;
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
31 Sept 2005 (friday):
went to help out for Children Day
me n jt were sent to do lift usher...
jus press the lift up n down...
den many kids came ....dey were so cute!!!
tink dey were only 3 yrs old?
hahaz...der's a group of kids from [Creative Land] i tink...dey were so NICE!!!
i slapped High-5 with dem...hee
after that went to BBQ at Oleanders Tower...
my fren came with her BF...their fren went to fellowship with dem...
den i went 2 help BBQ with cg members...fellowship with erika's frens
serve my frens...except tt the chicken wing were nt cooked fully...opps
den went home lorh...
1 Oct 2005 (saturday):
HappI Children's Day!!!
lolx
went early to help out again...however...i ran out of red top...
so bo-bian wore jt's jacket...jt's jacket ish 2 small for me le...but i force myself to wear it...
so thick skin ritez?Jingting, Huising and me went out of CHC and stand at the nearby blocks as ushers...leading the kids safely to their destination..
Johnathan went to be Susy for children church....so farnee...
den finish our job le...we went to the bus tentage to help out n also to reach out 2 the pri 6 people
dey were beri scared of us...hahaz...
nxt time when i can do transpot den i can have more opportunity to communicate with kids so tt dey wun be scare of me..haha...
went went service...nt many ppl from our cg came...
den went home slp...
i mus rise up le...felt tt i'm still staying in my comfort zone xia
2 Oct 2005 (sunday):
went out shopping with some of the sisters...
we bought some clothes...haha...fellowship...nice
but i have 2 go home early...so nutting much
3 Oct 2005 (monday):
went out early with wu mei 2 buy decorations for xiao mei's b'dae!!
yeah! xiao mei ish 2 yrs old tis yr...
si mei went buy cheesecake while san jie accompany xiao mei come n hinder the time
ah kor also came "EARLY" 2 help us...he over slept...
den we decorate the room (at wu mei's ah ma's hse)
put many softtoys...the bear bears are so big so cuddly...
den we blew balloons 2...
ah kor blew de balloons so small...we all luff at him...beri bad ritez?
hahaz...
we put the cheesecake and the present(zao cai mao)in the middle of the room...
while waiting for xiao mei n san mei to come, 4th and 5th mei, and me ate the instant noodles tt was cooked by 5th mei's ah ma...
her ah ma was so gd!!
but the noodles became soggy le...cuz we left the noodles aside while decorating
although soggy...it was beri yummy!!
soon xiao mei n san mei came..
xiao mei was so happi...hahaz
den we sing b'dae song...she blew candle...den ate the cake
the cake was beri nice...hahaz

after tt, we play the card game (issit call tai-kee? or dai-gee? aiyah i duno)
i duno how 2 play...beri lan ritez...all my jie mei men n ah kor noes xia...
den ah kor teach me...hahaz...he quite pro xia
he helped me alot...if not i'll be sa-sa de holding onto the cards...haha
den 3th, 5th and xiao mei went to sp for noodle making ...while si jie n ah kor got mit ppl go out
i went help mum buy tinks...den go home...
watched [My boyfriend is type B]
wah...another nice show
i rate 4.5/5

An super-cool handsome guy is going out with me! But his blood type is "B"... what the hell! Ha-mi is a college student who believes in predestined love. One day she meets Young-bin on the street and instantly feels that he is the one. However, Young-bin is such a heartthrob and his blood type is "B", which is believed as the must-avoid type by many women! Despite her cousin's objection, Ha-mi falls for him because of his aggressive wooing. [Synopsis by movieXclusive.com]
if u haven watch tis movie,pls do watch it...the show ish romantic n funny at the same time...
4 Oct 2005:
went for a job interview with Jingting and Erika
thot its a admin j0b but it turn out to be a marketting job
a similar job like selling insurance xia...
but the thing we're selling ish a sort of calcium water...
we went for a brief intro of the company n the product...
den a lady brief us about the business plan...
we all at 1st beri happi about tis job...cuz it looks so easy to do...
but as shiyun joel n willie warn us bout the risks n bro derrick's firmly disagree..
we all decided to give up on the job...yeah...felt God lifting a big stone away from me...
went to mit pst CK at church...
i must change my -tve thinking...to faith...to responsibility...to believe...to love
Triumph for your dreams 9:42 PM ;
Saturday, October 01, 2005
den out the same night with jt to J8 to buy things for Childrens Day...
i bought a red shirt....side XS....however its like L size...lolx
it a male top actUally::..
den went to watch The Myth...

overall its ok larh...the story line is so-so 3/5
but the actresses Korean Kim Hee-Seon and Bollywood star Mallika Sherawat were beri pretty...
the fighting scene ish superb 5/5
luckily dey din chose Fann Wong to be one of the actresses....
the theme song ish nice 2 4/5
overall 3.5/5
Triumph for your dreams 9:01 PM ;
realise tt i've not been updating...
finally after a hard week...my examz are over...yeah!!
den went sh0p with my "family" ...not all r present but its quite fun
went 2 watch a Tim Burton’s Cropse Bride at PS

i rate it a 4/5 ...funnie n romantiC ...dark film...a great catch not to be miss by those who adore animations...lolx
den went arnd shopping...visited Yamaha...pinao...GUITAR!!!!
san, si, wu, xiao mei n i went in....wu mei noes how 2 play a piano
she den tries to play "tong hua" but halfway out of tune... only da jie noes how 2 play the full song ...hee
me and xiao mei felt tt wu mei played quite ok larh...but wu mei too humble le...and ...
instead of continuing the piece...she went to play "ABC" song....
san and si mei began to----->(-_-;) and rush out...hahaz
but the rest of us luff our hearts ouT...
farnee xia...
to be cont...
Triumph for your dreams 7:51 AM ;